Sunday, March 15, 2015

finally getting to move to a one level apartment. i'll be stuck between an old fart and the laundry room but will no longer have to listen to sounds from above my head except for the squirrels and the attic creaks.

i'm so tired and hoping that i can get caught up on rest once this schedule at work slows down. for a month i've been plugging in close to 40 hours a week, which to be honest exhausts me because i'm not really relaxing like i should be when i'm off, or i'm always fighting off headaches and sinus headaches.

the idiots at work once again never cease to amaze me at their level of stupidity.
there is one woman, and i know she's an adult, who comes at least twice a week, pays for about $10 in gas, and then goes stupid at the pump, she can't pump gas into her car, will turn the gas off, then complain that I turned it off on her..bitch please, learn how to put gas into your car or go the fuck somewhere else...but i have to take her bullshit and just tell her she did it herself or put it back on and say go do it again. she's annoying and always complains to a manager that I personally always give her a hard time when she comes. *mental stab* 
the dumb asses who keep asking how many fuel points they have..seriously you're buying groceries where it tells you on the bottom of the damn receipt and you're not asking me to check for you because you can't read?! ugggggggh
and how exactly am i supposed to know which of those points you're using are for the month before or current month. I'm not inclined to know these things and the system doesn't show it either unless i scan or enter the information, then print it out each time before doing the actual transaction.
it's not that hard to pay for gas and go put it in your fucking car people...not rocket science, but here hang on a minute...let me send my pet rock out there to do it for you because DUH! you're stupid!!!!!

as far as where I'm living, the idiots across the street are now back up to their bangdeboom shit again, i'm guessing they can't hear the radio at volume 1000 so they have to crank it up just a little more so that my walls vibrate.
it's so awesome to have music i can't stand anyways now reverbing inside my apartment like a mini woofer...fucking rejects need to die.
yes i'm in a very pissy mood about some things because it's a never ending ordeal.
i want peace and quiet, i know it's not normal but I'm not normal so yeah..fuck them people...shut the hell up already! *grumbleslikeareallyoldfuckinglady*

one day i will have the chance to blast music super loud and they're gonna hear hateful gnarly shit like NILE, RAZED IN BLACK, and COMBICHRIST...because I can and bwahahaha "it's evil satan music" lmfao
i mean that's the talk that still circulates around this 20 apt complex...hubby and I are satan worshipers. well damn all this time and we never sacrificed a goat, just a few thousand bugs. and i could have been wearing a super cool black hooded robe just to take the trash out and then hiss at them all while they stare. smh STOOPID!!!!!

i personally don't want to know everyone I live around, could care less what's going on in their lives, and don't fucking knock on my door to ask for shit, if you're bleeding you can go die somewhere else.
I'm minding my own business, i don't know about any apts for rent, don't care that you need some place soon, don't care what your name is..i just don't give a flying fuck..and yet these strange morons still want to talk to me cuz i'm just so fucking cool...wtfe

and the thumpers are coming around again now that it's warmer weather..they bug the hubby like nobody's business but they see me come outside and they clear the road. *chuckles* I'm guessing the broom incident last year finally got into their heads to stay far away from me. the woman had it coming though, after i told her twice to go away and she kept standing there i got the broom and swatted her with it. yeah fuck with me dummy i have a broom and i will assault you with it if you're at my door or in my face.

i'm soooooo mean, and evil...and racist..cuz i'm just like that...mmhm..they never see me helping people out with questions or conversing just because they need someone to talk to. never see me picking up garbage i never dropped on the ground, or how i love to sit and listen to the birds sing and watch the four leggeds running around the street.
yep
i love me
*muahs*
i'm outta here!

Tuesday, February 10, 2015

dude..i swear if people could be any more stupid! this past week has me wondering what the hell is in the water supply around here.

asshole across the street just visiting, has been pulling up every day around 5pm and blasting his tejano music so loud i can hear Venus screaming turn it off. i don't care what kind of music you listen to, when it's so intense you can feel it buzzing inside your own home, it's too freaking loud. and of course my  mind goes to that invisible bazooka locked and loaded and pull the trigger..kaboom! now if it just worked...the dummy would be gone :) out of my misery and the scorched street 

yeah that's what i'm talking about...let's just blast them fucktards off the planet. they're taking up space and oxygen the ones who actually think with use.

there's a man upstairs, he's not really that bad, but once you add about 12 beers into his head he turns into mister "i have to yell at everything and laugh about stupid shit, talk about stupid shit, and get on my downstair neighbor's nerves the whole time" pffft seriously? why did he get moved into my building..the woman who placed him there knew he was an alcoholic and noisy and she knew i've had my share of the loud bullshit. and yet...another one to deal with or start wishing death on, but at his rate death is just on the guest list waiting for a pick up one day.

work, is not a place of solitude or peace, it's full of arrogant and snide bullshit.
the fucking stoner who comes every day to "buy a blunt"..i'm sorry idiot, they're called cigarillos, not blunts, but your stupid ass is still high...please for the love of god walk into the traffic on the highway already..pffft
the i'm in a hurry asshole who throws the money into the tray and points to the car/truck...yes thanks for allowing me to demonstrate my awesome skill of "reading your stupid fucking mind because you can't even say the words i want gas at pump number (insert number)"..thanks fucker
miss, omg the gas is so cheap i can save money today "jumps up and down while asking how are you doing"..bitch please everyone who can read sees that price, you ain't that special, please shove the princess crown up your ass
and then...the why dummies...i'm sorry but what the hell...seriously i'm being asked why over and over. if you can't figure it out stop pestering me with the question a two/three year old hounds the parents with. why can't i get more discount, why did my gas pump stop, why did you do this/that, why why why why....what the fuck are you? three years old? god grow up already, pull up your training pants and move the fuck on ya ignotard *combination of idiot/retard i threw together in my head*

it's not just recent, just build up from the stupid that comes and goes around me and i'm getting fed up again. i want them to all fuck off and die, but nooooooooooooooooooooo it's called "let's see how far we can push her until she snaps and then cry victim because i'm insulted".

i still don't drive but the idiots are amuck on the streets too. yesterday an ambulance had come up the street and as courtesy/road rules have it, hubby pulled over to the right and the asshole driving behind him never slowed down, we almost had a rear ender because his handicapped neanderthal ass just kept rolling forward. when we hit the red light at the same time i just gave him the nastiest look because i was angry at almost being hit. there he is, sitting with his head up his ass, oxygen in his nose, old fucking white man needs to be put out of our misery for him not paying attention.
blah blah blah...yeah i'm white too but the point is god pay attention people. stop causing accidents because you can't see or don't care. i don't wanna be in a wreck again because some shithead just "didn't see". that's when i will start smacking a bitch around and end up in jail for it, but it will feel so good to get it out of my system. lol